Im in a really bad situation here and im stressing out big time. I went over a buddys house last night because he had 2 chicks coming over,and wanted me to come over. So i went over to kinda "fill" in until he could hook up with the one girl. Im not really the type to just hook up with girls unless i know them and what not. Im really parnoid about diseases these days and other shit.Also i have a special event to go to the following day,so i didnt wantt o stay long at all. I started to drink and drink some more and then wanted to leave. The one chick didnt want me to, so i was kinda almost passed out on the couch. sooner or later she was on top of me and shit started to happen. I know i had sex with her, and im pissed for doing it. I didnt want to,but i was to intoxicated really to think of what i did totally. I know i used a condom,but the one broke!! I didnt cum as i could remember and i was flipping out all day. I got the number from my buddy for her, to see if she is on the pill if not to get the morning after pill. I left her messages and she still has not returned my call. I DONT EVER have sex with girls i dont know and matter of fact only had 1 other partner in life. Now i just have a bad feeling she is going to get pregnant and the worst is i dont know why she wont return my damn calls to see if she is on the pill or something. Also she decided someone to put on my underpants during that night, as when i went to get dressed they were on her. I just have a really bad feeling that my life is going to ruined over a stupid as choice that i wouldnt have ever made if i wasnt drunk . Trying to finish up college and keep my head straight and i fucked around with a girl i dont know, didnt plan on and possibly now going to be a dad!! Im so worried and depressed right now, but i know it is my fault.