Wierd Situation

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  1. Lilghettothugx

    Lilghettothugx New Member

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    I don't really know if this should belong here or not. If it doesn't I guess someone can move it.

    But anyways...over the past couple of years I have been noticing my ever growing attraction to guys. It first started out as me being attracted to my best friend of 13 years. Now it has progressed to just about any guy that I find attractive. I don't believe that I am straight up gay, but just bi. I still have an interest in girls but just haven't had a girlfriend in a looong time.

    My only problem is expressing myself to people. I hold it all in. I mean, I masturbate CONSTANTLY to the thought of guys ass fucking me, me ass fucking them....basically ANYTHING sexual. I also even do anal masturbation to the thought of them. But I want to just be with a guy once and see what it's like. I just don't know of any people I could talk to about this because there just aren't a lot of people to talk to about that here. At least not anyone I know of.

    I'm thinking of just waiting till college to try and figure it out. If I go to college, then I'm around people I don't know and I could possibly "experiment" with some guys and just see if I like it.

    Anyone have any thoughts, or possibly any suggestions for me?
     
  2. PocoDiablo

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    Sounds pretty normal for a guy who may be gay or bi. If I were you, I'd find a gay-oriented forum and ask there. You may want to try www.eNotAlone.com as they have a gay section. Only problem there is most people are kiss-asses and will just tell you what you want to hear, which bothers me as I prefer the truth, harsh as it may be.

    Good luck, I'm sure everything will be fine.
     
  3. TheMemoo

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    I think you might be bi and finally realizing that. One of my friends came out in HS. Just experiment and if you like it, good for you. I dont think there is anything wron with gay/bi.
     
  4. Lilghettothugx

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    I dont think there is anythign wrong wiht gays/bis. Its just that I myself CANNOT stand gays that talk like a girl. I just wanna hit em in the fucking face. Your a man, so talk like a man.

    But what bothers me is being accepted...If I just came right out...then everyone I know would hate me, and my dad would kick me out...I would get my ass beat by my bro and his friends...shit like that. Thats why if I ever was with a guy, Id want it to be secret.
     
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    Well, then keep it secret until you can move out and rent a room somewhere. That happens to lots of folks. Don't go getting killed over it!
     
  6. TheMemoo

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    I agree!;)
     
  7. x deaD piXeL

    x deaD piXeL Turn up the fucking music!

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    If I were you, I'd completely stop thinking about guys in that way. Penises are meant to be in vaginas, not male ass. I'm not homophobic nor do I treat homosexual/bisexual males in any negative way, but I don't want to see it happen. Unfortunately, people in real life just aren't as mature as people on OT and you will be made fun of a LOT in real life, which will probably lower your self-esteem, and that's not good. I don't mean to be rude at all, but please....do me a favor and go to a lesbian porn site, and masturbate furiously. Realize that it just may be a "phase" and try to escape it. If you can't, and you feel that you're following in the right footsteps, then all I can say is stay strong with your beliefs. It's actually 100% true that a high percentage of males have a phase in their life where they think they are at least slightly bisexual. It hasn't happened to me, but I know a few people it has happened to -- they escaped it and felt better.

    Again, if you have no chance of changing your feelings whatsoever, defend your beliefs, but not offensively. If people call you "fag", "queer", or any names which would be insulting to you, just take it easy, don't let it get to you. One of my best friends is completely bisexual and has a hard time. His father just died of cancer though, so people stepped back a little.
     
  8. Lilghettothugx

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    Well...I was just in the freakyshiat forum browsing through the post your private parts thread and I passed all of the cock shots and went straight to the vag shot and masturbated furiously. Idk why but Ive never been more turned on by a vag shot....wierd.....
     

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