I know a lot of girls. I see them pretty regularly. They often say we should hang out, go places etc. I just can't convince myself to do it. It's like it's just not worth the effort it takes to go places and do things. In abstract, I know I'd like to have a steady girlfriend and get married. I guess I can't see any of the girls I know being her. Maybe I don't know anyone who's girlfriend material? I know the real answer. I just haven't met the right one and there's no spark. It will all change when I meet the right kind of girl. I just wanted to vent on here.