This is my first post in the Asylum. Where do I start? Well, lately things just have taken a turn for a the worst. Starting with my losing my new job @ CVS Corporate before even starting. Long story, involving my mom and I'm still really pissed about it. Anyways, it started the other day when I saw my ex girlfriend that I was with for 2 1/2 years go through the Drive Through at my work. She came inside, insisted that I made her order wrong just so she could talk to me. A little back story on her. We were together for 2 1/2 years, she was physically and mentally abusive for 2 of those years, and all the while sleeping around with guys behind my back. (I'm a female, btw) So that just put me in a really bad funk. Next, my now ex girlfriend, and I kept fighting and such. She became really distant, and I just broke up with her because I couldn't do it anymore. My now ex best friend, says he doesn't like hanging out with me anymore because he feels weird when we hangs out with me. Then, I open up my bank account online this morning, negative $81. How the hell that happened, I don't know. It's just one thing after another. I feel so depressed, but not in a way I've ever felt before. I feel like a part of me is completely missing.