Its been three weeks since my ex broke up with me. Pretty much broke up with me for another guy even though she says she didn't. She was really the first girl I ever 100% loved and gave all my heart to. I am having a really really tough time with this and I seem to be more emo every day. I never cry about anything, but this whole situation has turned me into a big baby. She was my best friend. I have been going out with friends almost daily, going out with a girl for dinner tonight. It just seems like my heart is breaking even more on a daily basis. I have a hard time concentrating on anything when I am out or doing anything. I know it just takes time but I don't know what to do with myself in the meantime.