I'm on my 4th day sober from oxy,s and roxys. I've taken the roxys on and off for about 2 years. recently got oxys and took those for about a week and a half. i've been having the shits the last 2 days and my moods are terrible. it's been terrible trying to get any sleep and i've been depressed as hell. just about an hour ago i started crying out of nowhere. i never cry. and I don't even know what i'm sad about. i have a great fiance who i live with who is supporting me through this and we just got a puppy last week. anyways, i'm thinking about being sober and i'm thinking "it couldn't hurt if i gave this til the first of the month and then got a couple roxys then stop for a while again." but i don't know if this is true or not. anyways, enough rambling. what I'm really thinking about is..what's it like being sober? I can't even imagine being happy and outgoing without these pills. but i see other people being happy, so I guess it has to be possible. and I think I used to be happy before I started these pills. (and obviously on them). I wonder how long it will take for me to be happy again, if even possible. sorry about the stupid post. i feel like an idiot rambling on. but I had to get some stuff off my chest.