I'm trying everything I could think of. I walk, I still think. I lay down, listen to music in the dark, and yet I still think. I work, I still think. I try playing games, and I still think. Everywhere I fucking go, everything I fucking do, all I can focus is on is the negativity surrounding me. I find I have a difficult time functioning with all this shit on my mind. I want it out. How the fuck do I get my mind off all of this?