I am having a really hard time right now in my life. With previous injuries (over a year ago) consisting of multiple fractures in my L2/L3 Lumbar, and now a few herniated discs in my upper thoracic T6/T7/T8, work is really becoming difficult if not impossible to do, and I dont want to lose my job. Aside from any sports activities, my sex life with the SO is sad (aside from other SO "things") and working on a production crew is really difficult for a guy with a shit back. Production/film is something I have a huge passion for and love to do, and this back thing is making me feel like im slowly failing that venture. I dont want to lose this opportunity to get my foot into the door and up the ladder of the filmmaking community. So far I have been going to PT 3x a week and seeing my GP for heat packs 2x. I am prescribed painkillers/relaxers for the debilatating pain that I feel when moving wrong, throwing back out ect. I dont want to ruin (drugs/surgery) what I have going for me, and most importantly I want to get myself better so i can get a better grip on my life. Sorry for the rambling, im just having a hard time holding it together tonight, and wanted to share with those who have probably been in a similar situation.