I've been a recovering binge addict for 13 months now. I don't have normal thoughts about using drugs, nor really the inclination on a daily basis, then again - I never have. I'll usually cycle about every 4 months, and then go all out until I've destroyed everything positive in my life within 4 days. So based off of this observation, I've passed through about 3 cycles or severe urges - which coincidentally, the degree of each episode has subsided over time. In any case, I have recently been experiencing very vivid dreams where I coerce myself into taking drugs, and then wake up sweating with severe anxiety. Sometimes this happens 3 or 4 times a night, but never more than once every two weeks. It occurs frequently enough though that it has become bothersome, and I wanted to see if you guys have experienced this, and if so, does it/how long does it take, to go away.