SRS vent out

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  1. scribblec

    scribblec New Member

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    i dont know whats wrong with me, yesterday i turned 18 which is quite a big mileston in the uk being the legal age for everything, but it was possibly the worst 18th ever, everyone cancelled on me so i ended up doing nothing which is quite pathetic. so im feeling very down at the moment and not because of that one incident just life in general has gotten really *dunno the word to put here*

    i mean everything from the outside looks good, got a good amount of a friends a girlfriend enough money to treat myself good family, so why do i feel so empty inside?

    i dont know what to achieve from this thread... just wanted to tell someone
     
  2. Xin

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    What's up? You are happy with your material things, your girl/friend life, your job/money, family. if you aren't lying to yourself idk what other thing it can be... school life? or maybe just yourself in general?

    Something's causing the depression - you know yourself best, find it.
     
  3. scribblec

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    maybe its the fact that i felt really lonley today even though i got alot of happy birthday texts, i mean nothing subsitutes for actual human interaction
     
  4. Xin

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    :dunno: could just be a one day thing, everyone has their bad days :)
     
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    i'm not looking to my 18th birthday either. supporting yourself = for the loose.
     
  6. scribblec

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    haha i just woke up to find 2 cold sores around my mouth, icing on the cake :@
     
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    :hug: i feel ya on the birthday thing. When I turned 21 everyone canceled on me so I sat at home alone drinking.
     
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    I got drunk alone on my 21st. Everyone was busy with midterms and shit. I decided not to hang out with my regular group of friends at university anymore because they're all redneck pricks. I got wasted in my room. :(

    However things are better now :big grin:

    Moral of story: Shit happens, not every birthday works out alright. :dunno: what else to say.
     
  9. Xin

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    haha my 21st is in 2 days, hope everything works out with me. If not - rum + coke all alone until I'm in a coma ftw.
     
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    so go out this weekend instead :dunno:
     
  11. scribblec

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    cant i got an exam on tuesday which ive barely done any revision for, hopefully i can do something after they are over, but it still sucks that the actual day was a failure
     

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