My heart is broken. Just got out of a four year relationship and I feel pretty crushed. This time I ended it because at the end of the day I didn't feel loved the way that I wanted to feel loved and I knew that 10 years from now I would need that little bit extra of love that I feel like I'm missing now. While I know what we did is right I feel like I can't breathe right now. He hasn't tried calling, telling me not to leave, saying that he loves me, and like I said I know it's for the best but it hurts like hell and I wish that after four years he would at least say 'but I love you, don't leave'. F.