Alright, well as a backstory, I am in the US Army, just got home two weeks ago after 6 1/2 months of training. I am in the reserves and now I am seriously regretting it. The thing is my girlfriend and I have been together for almost 2 1/2 years. The problem here I am running into is the fact that now that I have had a taste of the army and I am in the reserves so for now I am back home, I want more. I want to live it day by day not the civilian life. Now of course I have to wait my 6 months until I have an opportunity to switch from reserve to active but at the same time I don't want to leave my girlfriend who I plan on proposing to soon. I have no clue as to what to do. I am not sure if I am making sense, but I just have multiple conflicting thoughts in my head. Basically What I am saying is should I go the route of living the army life, and staying there for a while, or rather spend as much time with family, girlfriend/fiance, friends etc. as I can. I think that's what I am asking.