So I finally went to see help for my depression issues, as well as slight anxiety. I went to my primary care doctor, and he put me on a dose of Cymbalta, starting at 30mg, and then moving up to 60mg. I took it the first day and after that day of hell I said FUCK that. At some times I felt "alright" but most of the day I felt "cracked out", sort of like a coke high/comedown of meth or something. I stopped after that first day. A week later I told myself that I need to take this stuff, tried again, and had the same effects. I said fuck it and stopped all together. I was talking to my mom about my issues, whom also sufferes from depression. She advised me to go see a psychiatrist. And I immediatly did. He put me on Effexor 37.5mg for a week, then up to like 60 mg for a week, and then finally up to 120 mg. Everything seemed normal for the first two weeks, but once I hit the 120 mark BAM the same exact feeling I had from the Cymbalta. I stopped immediatly and contacted him today, and am still waiting for his response. I was wondering if anyone has any experiences like this or tips that they could share with me. I feel depressed as hell and don't know what to do anymore anyone please help..?