I dont know why i smoke. i always smoke too much (almost a pack a day) and end up feeling nauseas and end up all moody, feeling like complete shit all day long. plus it makes me not hungry and end up skipping meal. i tried not smoking today and it made me feel kinda jitterly. a lot more energy but in a bad way. and moody in another way that i CRAVE a cigarette so bad and cant stop thinking about it. it also made me pissy but not because of nauseas feeling, but because i feel jittery. the plus side is i actually felt hunger for once and i could work a lot faster with my laborous job. i ended up bumming 2 cigarettes today and actually gone out of my way to get them. how the hell do i quit?!?!