thats about how I feel right now. Im at a major fork in the road of my life, and I have no map. I've always been good with computers. Im majoring in computer science, i have a computer job, everyone asks for my help etc etc... My problem is that I dont know if thats what I want in life. Computers are cool and everything, but...its not what I want to spend most of my time on earth doing. I've been playing in a band for about a year now (bass player), and it feels like we have something special going. I love music. I fucking love it. I love the expression and the freedom it provides. I think my life would be much more fulfilling if I were to pursue music completely. Has anyone else ever been in a similar situation? I'm not interested in becoming a pop star or anything, I just want to make a decent living and play music. How hard is it? Is it worth it? I dont want to be stuck in a cubicle. It scares the fuckin shit out of me.