I had 3 cousins come over from Europe to live here. None of them speak english very well. 2 are guys, and the last one is a girl. They are all my age, and they don't know anybody here. So they looked to me as their lifeline. I guess they were expecting me to be a guide for them, take them out at night, introduce them to my friends, etc.. I guess by now they know that I really don't have any friends and they pretty much just sit around and watch T.V all day. I see their disappointed looks and I want to cry for being such a failure at life. I wonder if I single handedly destroyed all their hopes of coming to America and having fun? I must also add that I am a bad conversationalist, so even I can't entertain them. i bet they think I'm a freak, or at least that i'm weird.