My girl friend has been gone for one month of my 3 month sentence. I call it a sentence because I have pretty much been around her every day for 3 years. We live together and she is away this summer to apprentice for her horse training. It was all good and I got to fly down there when I could take some time off of work. But now this shit is getting ridiculous! My mind is taking over without me realizing it. I usually wake up around 6am for work and she always sleeps in seeing as her classes didn’t start until 9am. Well she has been gone for a month and I still get up quiet as a mouse and do my thang outside of the room? WTFM8! Another thing. I sometimes cook her and I dinner when she isn’t home first to do it. Lately I am making WAY too much food. I still cook for 2 people and the left overs are killing me people! Even my Jack russle "Bunker" is full, and HE IS A DOG! When I sleep at night I end up making a moc person in my sleep with the pillows only to wake up in the morning holding on to them like some small child to his stuffed animals. I don’t realize any of these things until I am at work or stop to think about it. Is this normal I ask you? Sure I miss her and not having sex for 3 months is enough to drive any man insane but comon! I am going to fly down to see her in about a month but this shit has to stop. I lover her very much and am going to ask her to marry me when she comes home. Sometime around Christmas or what ever. Has anyone else done weird shit like this? Is it because I have a routine? or that I am just a sad weird little bastard! any help on how to get by without a GF around would be helpful. I have done martial arts for around 6 years and just started that up so it helps, but after that and when I go to sleep is the worst part. all you do is think! anyway.... there is my rant for the day.