SO as of late my life has been a rollar coster. I lost my g/f to my own stupidity. My 2nd semester of college went to the wayside becuase of my own stupidity of not getting things done when they needed to. But ive got things turned around. It being summer im away from all my friends, im living with an old friend from HS, but hes an automotive tech so he works weird hours so I dont even see him that much expect on his days off. A job fills part of the day, but like right now late at night, all I do is surf the internet and think bout my ex. My body doesnt like to sleep so for the last month ive been going on 3-4 hours of sleep a night unless I actually find something to do and I sleep longer. I can go to bed now and id wake up at 8 without setting an alarm. Ive played computer games, friends xbox, I try to read but dont have any books im interested in right now. I feel so unmotivated right now becuase its summer and I have nothing to do. Even browing OT has become boring. I try to read the news and keep up on current events but finding out someone was shot in dallas is only so interesting after the 100th time its been said on the news. Ive been trying to see my family alot more. My great grandfather has been in and out of the hospital alot latly so I spent alot of time with him and my uncle that lives there, but its not something I can do all the time. I got so much crap im just ready to happen, like getting back to school, starting some new stuff at my university, playing some intermural sports, and just being 5 minutes away from my friends and not an hour or more. I was going to go see my mom and some relatives in Illinios and Minnisota, but I got a good summer job makes things not able to happen. Day after Day seems the same. Wake up Work come home sit on my ass try to entertain myself until I make myself go to bed rinse and repeat Whats some good hobbies or something I can do? Ive lived around Dallas my whole life and yet it feels like I live in the desert with nothing around me.