At college I always seem to be down, but since I am home for the summer things seem to be getting better. I'm chilling with all my great friends from home every weekend, I bought my dream car (1988 Nissan 300zx, I love 80's sports cars), work is going well, I'm slowly figuring out what to major in, and overall I'm a million times more happyer and everyone in my family can see it. I just find it sad that when I talk to people from my college they always try to shoot me down, But I'm just so damn happy, it is pissing them off they can't get me to be upset! Infact this one girl I was "friends with benifits" with... was trying very hard to get me depressed... I eventually told her no more of me and her and I felt a ton better, like brick was taken off my chest. To make things even better, girl I work with seems to be very into me. We already went out once together, She had a great time with me, I and a great time with her... looks like we are going out again Thursday night together. So who knows what could happen I'm not looking forward to going back to college, because the people I really hate some how ended up as my roommates or on the same hall as me. I missed the transfer deadlines, apparently they were last november... oh well I can always transfer this year, or suck it up and hopefully find someone decent to hang with at college. Anyways, I'm happy as hell, I love my car, my job, my friends, and I have found a girl worthy of dating, just hope she feels the same way.