This is a long story, but I will keep it brief. I am 27, and my current ex-fiancee is now 22. We had been together three years and experienced an absolutely magical relationship. We moved in together earlier this year, and on October 15th, we had a huge fight during which I kicked her out of the house. She left, and I have been spending the last 5 weeks trying to get her to come back home, as I honestly overreacted by telling her to leave. She has been adament about staying away, saying that I hurt her too much and she is afraid. I just found out Friday morning that on November 8th, she had a one night stand with someone, and is pregnant by him. Three weeks after leaving the house. My initial reaction was to tell her that I love her and I am there if she needs me. I also forgave her for what happened. She is 100% keeping the baby even though the father wants nothing to do with it. She is coming over tomorrow to talk. Last night, as I laid in bed, I went through my first panic attack, and it was a massive one. I love this girl beyond belief, with every single thing I have in me. I have two children who absolutely adore her. But the thought of what she did, and the reality of her being pregnant by this other guy is sucking the life out of me. I just want anything from you guys, please. I am at the lowest point of my entire life.