Like I haven't been living because I've never lived anywhere but Dallas. I worked in New Orleans for 9 months, Santa Fe 6 months, OKC for 9 months, and I'm about to be sent to Little Rock for 3 months. I just went on a great vacation in the San Francisco / Sonoma, and I can't stop thinking about that part of the world. However, I know it will be difficult to make enough money to get by there. It might actually be worth it to be around new types of people. I'm 27-years old, and I feel static like I don't have much of a future aside from doing the same shit over and over, year by year, while living in one part of the world. I feel particularly like I've been meeting the exact same woman, over and over for the past decade, regardless of how I alter my behavior...which probably means I'm not altering my behavior, lol. Is all this crap illogical?