I was talking to an ex "friend" of mine the other day on MSN. She's a "special" friend though, if you want to call it that. We've known each other for 2+ years. Never had sex. When we first met, we both liked each other. She even wanted me to go to Prom with her, after like 3 weeks of knowing each other. I didnt go (I had my reasons). She was experienced and I was a virgin. She used to come over and lay down on my couch with me. She was the first girl I had ever come over to my house, so I was like at first. Anyways, she would be there laying with me and I never made a move (bc I'm an idiot) but I could see/feel her fingering herself and occassionally twitching under the blankets. I was 16 and I had NO clue what she was doing. LOL. I remember her legs would twitch and she'd kind of "gasp" and I would just be like "whoa...are you okay?". I didnt know she was fingering herself bc I was green. Now that I look back at that situation and know what she was doing, I'm kind of flattered that she would do that with me right there (most likely wanting me to make a move) She "accidentally" touched my dick before and then denied liking it. lol She also told me about one of her dreams where I was in her bedroom and we starting having sex. We'd get real close, cuddle, etc, etc, etc but never fucked. Anyways...a year went by after we moved away for College. She has a new boyfriend. I have a new girlfriend. And I'm talking to my ex 'friend' on MSN... Me:im having problems with my girlfriend her:maybe i can help. whats wrong? me:i want her to take birth control but i dont want her to get fat her:i didnt get fat when i was on it before. why dont you just use condoms? me:i cant. my penis is too small! her: OH MY GOD! SHUT UP!!!!! me:why? her:nothing. nevermind. me: ??? her:anyways....birth control is a good idea. ... why would she freak out over that?