There's so much stuff in my life happening what I feel like is all at once right now, and I don't know how to handle it. These are all the things that are going on right now: Health- I have a dull pain in my left side, that I thought was another kidney stone forming when I first got it about a month ago now. It hasn't gone away, and now that I'm actually making plans to make a doctors appointment, it seems to be getting worse. I'm a big wuss when it comes to surgery, and I'm afraid that the doctor is going to say something bad is wrong with me and that I need to have something done. Life- I'm finally buying by own place and moving out on my own. I'm 25 years old, and it's definitely time for this to be happening, but now that it's getting closer to being reality, I'm starting to become scared of my future, and if I'm going to be happy or not being by myself. I have a family who will still be close to me, and a girlfriend who helps me whenever she can, but I'm scared of still being "alone" in spite of all of this. This is probably one of the biggest changes in my life that I can remember for a long time. Life- My girlfriend and I, who I'm absolutely crazy about, have been fighting on and off heavily for the past few weeks. I know girl problems are dumb/trivial when it comes down to it, but I genuinely care about this girl, and love having her in my life. Her and I are both tired of fighting, and are both working towards resolving the issues that start the arguements, but with everything else going on I feel like this issue is amplified. As of right now, all of these things might seem dumb and small, but I don't know where to begin in resolving all of this. I can usually keep my life together pretty well, but at this point everything is making my head spin, and it's driving me nuts at night. I woke up restless, and posting this feels like the best way for me to get it out right now. If anyone has ever went through something like this, or has any ideas for me, I would genuinely appreciate it. I have a work party to go to with said girlfriend tonight (Friday), but because of everything going on, all I want to do is lay around and be miserable instead of going.