I decided that the only thing that can get out of the funk I'm in is a girlfriend. The problem with that is.....all the women I'm interested in are already taken. I see a girl/woman, think to myself, or even say out loud, "She's cute". Only to find out that she is either married or has a long term boyfriend. And this isn't something new. It's been like this for over a year now. It's getting fucking sad. So let me get back to explaining this funk. I'm depressed. I don't think it's bad enough to seek professional help, but I'm depressed non the less. I don't want to really do anything. I find myself going out of the apt only when nessary. Then wanting to get back as soon as possible only to sit on my ass and do nothing. On the weeklends I'll sleep to 10:30-11:00 then not even take the time to get dressed until 1:00 or 2:00. Sometimes even later. today was a prime example of this. Fuck, I didn't leave the apt until after 5:00pm today. I have nothing to wake up for in the morning. Nothing to look forward to. I want so much to have somebody to talk to at the end of the day. Somebody to wake up to in the morning. But instead, I go home alone. Wake up alone. Spend most of my days alone. God, it's killing me. SO! How do I find a good woman that isn't already taken?