I had some time to sit back and think about life... What I've done, who I've done, just things I've accomplished in general, where I see myself in a few years, and things I would change if I could. I noticed that with every relationship I've had, I've been the one to end things or the one who doesnt care as much. I guess I've always thought that "The one who loves least is always the one who controls the relationship" or that there are so many women in this world "Why stress over one?" or "With so many women in this world, what makes me sure this is the one who fits me best?" I feel like this way of thinking has potentially ruined a few relationships...Has anyone else felt/feel like this?