... this girl is that ive been CRAZY about. we've been best friends for a long time now, and we both basically fell in love with eachother. she has a boyfriend though that is living in another country. so she goes to visit him, telling me that we will talk on AIM and stuff while shes there, but she wont have service on her cell, so no texting or anything. so a few days ago i see her log on aim, then 2 second later log off. im like "uhhh wtf... whatever" so today she got home, i had her flight number and stuff so i knew when she was getting in. she never came on AIM, and she lives on that think, not even to put up an away message. so i get thinking "maybe shes being a bitch, but i hope not..." so i make another screen name, log in, and behold: there she is, logged on. but i check my other name, no girl. FUCK. i quickly type out "thanks" to her, send it, and log off. a few hours later, i come back online, and she has me unblocked, but she never called me, texted me, or ANYTHING.... who the fuck does that? i feel so used and betrayed............................. she just proved herself right. she was always calling herself a horrible person (cuz she was cheating) and im like 'no no no ur not blah blah ur my favorite person, the best person' but this just proved she really is the worst person on the face of the planet. she uses me, fucks with my head horribly, cheats on her boyfriend, and just shuts me out completely............ what the hell did i do to deserve this? ive been nothing but the best thing for her, always been understanding and there for her, and she just throws me away like a piece of fucking garbage. ive gotten so depressed over this girl, almost crashed my car a few times cuz i drive too fast... and all that for some bitch who stabbed me in the back and gave me a swift kick to the nuts. what the fuck?