I've always been anti-medication, anti-doctor, "ADHD/ADD is fake," everyone's-got-problems-deal-with-them. Not one to talk about my problems. Things have been getting much worse for me. Lost interest in everything and shut everyone out of my life. I'm at a high risk due to genetics and environment, and I'm pretty sure I'd be diagnosed with it. But what's the point? I don't want to take the drugs, their only help is suicide prevention and I spend all day freaking out about death to even consider suicide. I'm not the kind to use my diagnosis as a social crutch. Whether I'm officially diagnosed or not won't change anything in my life.