My GF and I just broke up on Friday. Because I was dumb and kind jealous. She once had this guy that was her friend for awhile text her asking "When are you gonna come see me" and it really bothered me. From then on I would kinda ask her who she was talking to and it would bother me she would talk to other guys. It got better after time though... I mean, not completly but I just would want to know who she was talking to. Well, Friday I kinda was looking at her phone and she caught me and it really made her mad. We fought and pretty much broke up.... I don't know what to do now. I want to hate her, but I still love her. She's the only girl I've ever told I loved... ever. She has a kid, she got preganant at 16... he's the most wonderful little guy ever. I love him to death. She says that she wants to experience being a teenager because she never really got to.... she never really got to date. She wants to remain friends though because she says she loves me alot and that I'm her best friend. It kills me inside... I went and tried to flirt with these girls today and I did... but it felt so wrong... I thought I was doing something wrong. She wants to remain friends, she breaks into tears everytime I say I don't know if I want to... but I don't know. She says she just doesn't want a boyfriend right now... I really just want her to be happy but I think it would kill me to see her with another guy when she is ready even though I want her to be happy.... What would you all recommend. This is the hardest break up I've ever done. We still talk like everyday, she's been... she's been my life for the past 6 months.