recently, i've noticed that the only thing that can get me off is being totally, completely dominated.... i want to hear 'fuckin whore', i want to be yelled at, i want to be hit, i want to be raped...i really want to be like a sex slave, or someone people do sex experiments on.....and i dont have a boyfriend right now...so, what should i do? i really need to find someone to play all this out for me, should i ask someone i've already slept with? a friend? an ex? a stranger? or not do anything about it at all?