SRS Rough month

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  1. fallenauthority

    fallenauthority OT Supporter

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    So over the past month, ive talked to her still, But tonight I just blew up. I completely went off on her again on how her stupid decision to date this guy who is still a long distance relationship is fucking retarded. Im having a complete mental breakdown. I want to break shit. I realized how much trust i really put into what she said, what we talked about, what she said she wanted then turned around and betrayed me a matter of days later. It moreso bothers me that she is happy in a relationship right now while my dumb ass is still holding onto the scraps i still have. I need diversions, I need to be happy. I need to get over this. Ive done it with 2 girls before, but those were the two hardest things ive ever done. Completely wiping someone out of your life who you cared so much for is extremely hard, and i am weak minded when it comes to that.
     
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    IMO, you need to stop getting involved with chicks, and focus on yourself.

    As far as her relationship: attraction is not a choice, so its not a dumb decision on her part
     
  3. fallenauthority

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    Ok you might have missed this part, I was going to move out there and we were going to start a relationship because she didnt want to do a long distance thing, then he comes along and she does a long distance thing with him. Its fucked up.
     
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    Bro i know how u feel. i had a similar situation. I ended up alienating the bitch and never talked to her again. I dont regret it at all. These bitches aint nothing but tricks and hoes and do nothing but damage.
     
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    Sorry dude, she didn't want you.

    Her telling you she didn't want a LDR was her "easy way out".

    Oh, and packing up and moving to START a relationship? I understand maintaining one, but starting??
     
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    i know, i was stupid. the things a young dumb, thinking its lovestruck mind will do.
     
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    Havent talked to her for a week. Its a bittersweet victory. She was a big part of each day even with being so far, we always talked. She was always there. Now ive gone for a week without a huge part of my daily routine, and it feels good to know I can kick negativity out of my life but i still feel a small void. :(
     

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