Ok I've been going out with this girl for 3 years. We broke up once and I slept around and over all enjoyed the sex life, but hated that I wasn't with this girl. Got back together and life and love continued. Just recently I decided I wanted to go on a break to figure out what I wanted. I have had no urge to sleep around but when I'm with her sometimes I feel I want something new. I love how comfortable I am with this chick and how much she loves me is great. But sometimes I feel like its time to start over for no good reason. Am I just young and this is normal or what? Also I'm joining the army in a year and a half or so as an officer through ROTC. I used to think I was going to marry this girl but marriage scares me. Its so permanent! I suppose all this was vague but I decided to spill my brain so whatever.