real fucked up title I know but thats what life has come too. Im 21 and i would say im pretty addicted to oxy's. I've spent 2 grand on it atleast probably more. right now im going through hell I dont have them. I wont steal for them or anythng but its a problem. I know people can call me weak or whatever but its been family problems and relationship issues that have lead up to all of it I had a bad break down ended up droping out of school cause of it. Im going to therapy which is good but I still find myself doing them whenever I have money. if i take valiums I dont withdraw otherwise I go through hell. Heres my problem. I've been offered rehab by my parents I know thats a blessing but its 30grand and while my parents have money I cant do that to them I don't feel right. And I[m almost done with college and going to 30 day rehab now would stop me from going to classes all of next semester. So what should I do? Take Suboxone no rehab maybe? I tried to get suboxone but it seems like its hard as hell to get because people need a license to give it to you. Any thoughts from you guys would help but please dont bash me. I have a problem, I admit it, and for all of you people that say I have no respect for my family that money I spent on this shit was mine not mommy and daddys.