i'm not sure why i'm posting this. i wanted to open with "is this normal?", but i know it is. i guess i just need some sort of feedback from someone... i got involved with this one chick i didn't really want to get involved with. real pretty girl, a head turner for most men... i was obviously attracted to her but i wouldn't have slept with her sober cause i have some sort of criteria as to whom i sleep with. and i'm not a slut. damn, i wouldn't have even slept with her drunk... but i was going through a rough time and am single so it's not a big deal. anyway, when we did end up hooking up, we were both blind drunk. it's been a couple months now and whenever i think about it (albeit not very often), i get a feeling of regret. i feel like i wasted a part of myself on this girl....like i gave her something she didn't deserve. something i would've much rather shared with another girl. (spare the jokes, lol) i had a chat with one of my guy friends about it, and we summed it all up by blaming it on bad sex.. but now that i think about it, it wasn't just about the quality of sex... i hit it, but i didn't wanna hit it! perhaps it's one of those things where you think you need something, but then when you get it you realise you didn't really need it afterall. bah.... i guess i just wanted to get it out there cause it's still kinda buggin me.