My wife and I got married in Aug of 2002. We both had talked about one day having kids, but she wanted them more than I did. I wanted to have kids someday, but just wasn't ready for it yet. By 2004, the topic was coming up constantly, and we got to the point where we were arguing about it. Eventually, I caved in in an effort to make her happy and by early 2005, she was pregnant with our little boy. From the time I found out she was pregnant, through the pregnancy and even after birth, I became detached from her. I couldn't look at her. I began to resent her becuase I felt she had pushed me into this life changing event that I wasn't ready for. I felt like I had no control of my life and was forced into more responsibility. I resented both her and my son and throughout the pregnancy and first year of his life, I didn't give her the emotional and physical support she needed from me. I wouldn't help out becuase I figured that she should have to deal with it because it's what she wanted. But now, my little boy will be turning 2 soon and ever since he's started developing and growing, that resentment toward her and him both has diminished. I feel horrible for things I had done and said. I can't go back in time and erase them. I love my litte boy more than anything in the world and would kill or die for him. I look forward to seeing his little smile when I come home from work and hear him say "hi da-da". It crushes me to think back on how I was, the things I said and did and didn't do. But, ever since, I've felt something different from my wife. I don't feel love from her anymore. Intimacy from her feels like it's forced. I don't feel the loving feelings I once felt from her. A few weeks ago she suggested we go to marriage counseling. We both knew something was up and needed fixing, but I didn't know how bad it was until last thursday when I got confirmation from her that she didn't love me anymore. At least, not like she used to. Her love for me has dwindled down to that of a good friend and not of a husband and wife. I was crushed. It's been on my mind ever since. My previous resentment of her and previous actions and inactions have pushed her away from me so much that her feelings for me have nearly died. We've gone to one counseling session and have another one tonight, and we've talked about it just about every day since thursday. I would give anything to be able to go back in time and do things differently. I'm hoping that it's the typical marriage slump and we can fix it. I'm just hoping it's not too late and I can rekindle her love for me. I've been trying my hardest. This past weekend I gave her so much support and attention she didn't know what to do. I got feedback that I was doing the right things and that gives me hope. I feel much better today than I have all weekend, but still don't feel 100%. I've had depression, anxiety and anger issues most of my life. I've contemplated going to get help for it, but thought I could handle it and it woudn't affect my relationships. Apparently I was dead wrong. I'm going to go and seek help soon. I don't want to make the same mistakes I have been anymore. I feel like I have nothing to live for anymore except for my son. I want my happy family back. I want my wife back. I want to feel loved again and I sure as hell won't take it for granted anymore. I'm doing everything I can think of, but still just don't know what to do.