**BACK STORY:** My suite-mate a couple weekends ago was drunk and for some reason became incredibly malicious towards a good female friend of mine. As I write my FUCKING PICEE OF SHIT whore computer is crashing. Anyways. FUasoifh. Testing. Anyways, this was a situation where there was a terrible verbal assault on her. In the past I have never been known not to get somewhat involved in a verbal fight like this. Just a bit. But this guy - he had somehow turned into a sadist, I swear to god. His only goal was to make her break. He said things that he knew would be humiliating because other people were watching the fight, for example: "For me to have sexually assaulted you, I would have to be attracted to you. And Jenny. I am not. Attracted. To you." Etc. This is a girl who never picks fights - she is not a passive girl, she just doesn't ever try to really hurt people. Anyways in this case I did not get involved, I just wanted to (and tried to) get her away from him. I was scared to be honest. I thought this guy was different from most people. He was literally out to break her down to tears. Eventually she left the room before she would cry in front of him. ** PRESENT ** I've been feeling shittier and shittier about not standing up for her like I should have. Tonight we went out to get pizza. When we got there there were three guys. One of them was drunk, let's call him Phaggot. Phaggot was a big man - 6"4, about 250 pounds. He steps into me so that he's breathing over my head (I'm 5"8) and approaches her, saying something really dumb like "Hey. What's your sign, little baby?" One of Phaggot's friends was like, "Hey, I think you're making her boyfriend uncomfortable." I'm not her boyfriend but of course I wasn't going to tell them that. It would be like "hey I'm not going to defend her, she's all yours!" So I said, yeah it is a bit loud. "Excuse me?" Phaggot said. "I said it's a bit loud," I replied, turning to face him. "Oh yeah?" he said loudly. "It's LOUD!?" "Yeah," I said. "Wow, and smelly." (Referring to his breath). Anyways I kept at it for a bit but eventually I mollified (soothed, gave way to) the big phucker. I didn't end it standing up for her, I ended the confrontation by sucking up. I just keep thinking about what my father would have done in this situation. First of all, those fuckers wouldn't have even approached him. Second of all, he would have flipped his shit, threatend to call the cops, and essentially scared the crap out of them without swinging a fist. And what did I do? I sucked his proverbial cock. So I'm a bit upset about that. Then I got in a verbal argument with someone I don't know who goes to my school and began to take it out on him before I stopped myself and realized I was being a dick.