I have trouble with school. I have trouble with girls. I find it difficult to workout with any consistency. Sometimes I feel awkward in social situations. My moods swing so much, sometimes I think I'm manic depressive. Somehow I manage to make it meetings and work steps with enough consistency to stay clean. The point is, I have a lot of problems, some small, some large, and Narcotics Anonymous is the only consistent thing in my life right now. I always say I have priorities, and usually can list them if asked, but do I really live my life in accordance to my priorities? Well, to make it simple, I've decided to set recovery and school at the top, and ignore all the other problems in my life. I'm hoping this will bring me the focus I find it so difficult to achieve. Hopefully I won't have to fail any more tests before I realize what's really important in my life right now. It all starts with getting out of bed and asking for the assistance of my Higher Power, we'll see what tomorrow brings.