I dont really know what to do. I've been out of high school for a while and luck just doesn't seem to be going my way. I've always freaked out about my purpose in life and I think I somewhat found it but when I went to go take the pre admission test for the training classes I failed part of it and now I had to get a fuck around job at a supermarket. I live at home. I think my parents raised me kind of wrong but I also think i'm biologically screwed up. I often get so depressed I want to end it. lately i've been wishing I could just die in my sleep and be done with it. I can remember being depressed, worked up, and alot of ocd scence i was 7 years old or so. Everyday I sleep pretty much all the time. Like when I say sleep I sleep atleast 16 hours a day. I've been getting horrible head aces lately as well. I have no motivation to do anything and I can't see my life getting any better. I've been in therapy and i've been on meds for this but they dont help that well and my doctor is never around. i've been to like 4 doctors and none of them helped. i also have been on a ton of meds I've lately been thinking of checking my self into an asylum or something because its just getting so bad. I dont know what to do and I really need help. My parents arent really supportive at all when it comes to my problems they think i'm just making it up. I dont have a ton of friends or a girl freind. I always wish I was someone else. What should I do? Is there anywere i could go to get treatment. I'm really afraid I will end it eventually. I'm young and I know i can turn it around but what can I do?