OK, so recently I have just sort of noticed myself changing. I cant really describe it but I can tell you its been basically stuff that has had an impact on my life and I cant figure out why im doing this. Im not saying I dont like the person Im becoming but I feel the need lately to play the part of a "tough guy" I guess and I feel this need everday. Normally I am pretty introverted and quiet and conservative, well at least I used to be. Recently I have been parting alot (without drugs, just drinking more than I used too) bought a new car to replace my old one which I didnt feel was 'flashy' enough. got a tattoo and changed my wardrobe. I spent some time recently to sort of catch up with myself and Im trying to figure out why I did all this. Anyoen have any idea?