so i had my first panic attack this morning. it was the worst feeling imaginable. i have to move and my roommate is slacking off so i had to move her things too. i had a calculus test that i completely failed and i have an art history exam 2 days from now. it just seems like i have so much to do but not enough energy to do it. it's always like this. i never make a dent. i'm always playing catch up and all i want to do is lay down and sleep, which i haven't been able to do in about 4 days. i'm almost afraid of sleep, because i know that when i'm sleeping i could be getting things done. so what do i do? panic.