two weeks ago i hooked up with this girl, there were three girls at a bar and i grabbed one, and my mate ben also became friends with them. The girl i hooked up with was the sweetest and most innocent girl i have ever met, she actually liked me, me being the big shot hero that i thought i was, didnt pay much attention to her and thought i could do better, Now my mate ben is still hanging out with them and im hella jealous, why? because i think i actually like this girl. After a week of brushing her off and trying to get her off my case i tel her that i like her (after she tells me the same on sat night) Only to hear from her "i was mixed up, i think we should just be friends" I certainly fucked up a good thing, i was too concerned that my friends wouldnt like this girl, i even organised a date with her to which i told her two days before hand that i couldnt go through with it. She actually liked me and i just didnt care...it filled my ego enough to make me think ill get someone better then last night i had a massive fight with my work buddy and close friend Nick because him and i were out and he was making fun of me in order to get laughs from ladies. so right now, i have no friends, i made a girl that liked me, hate me, and now she doesnt even want to know me. I am so fucked up, i have no one to turn to. I even thought about taking the easy way out, my life is shit.