SRS online video ruined my life

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  1. sublime335

    sublime335 New Member

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    so i was sitting at my compuyer looking at utubewhen i got slowly sucked into other video sites. Finally I came across one that was some funny stuff and some like porn shit and other stuff. i just kept hitting next video until finally i ended up watching one that was very disturbing. I'm not going to post the link since, as I said, it may have ruined my life. The video was of 2/3 15 year old guys beating some girl then driving her to the middle of the woods putting her in a hole and slitting her throat. I threw up, cried, and now I can't go to sleep. It's 3AM and I can't even close my eyes. I don't know how to stop thinkking about this...
     
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    Just relax. You had no control over what happened. Its a thing of the past now, and in a couple days you wont even remember the video.
     
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    If it is the video I am thinking of, it is fake.

    Made by a couple kids that go to my college. There was a huge stink in the media about it 1.5 years ago, and many lawsuits.
     
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    In fact, I think it was on 60 minutes recently.
     
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    ok i'll post it but i dont recommend watching it... if u do just tell me its fake even if it isnt. i watched it with no sound so i only know whats happeneing when its subbed, maybe its obviously fake but i couldent tell without sound. seemed real to me.

    http://www.filecabi.net/video/sickgprank.html
     
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    note the 'prank' in the URL?
     
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    i know, thats why i kept watching. I kept waiting for the prank part and it never came. The URL also says that it is a prank on that girl but how is that a prank on her if she's faking it. I slept for 4 hours total last night because I'm so messed up from watching that. I have never been so effected by anything
    I have ever seen. I don't even know why it is bothering me so much. It's just a video but I can't stop seeing the last couple of seconds of it in my head over and over. Why am I being such a wus.
     
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    well, I was at a friends house and they where watching tv so I couldn't turn the sound on. When I got home I couldent bring myself to watch it again so I posted on here. I already admitted to being a pussy. Thank you for straightening that out, but I'm still not gonna watch it again with sound incase your saying that to make me forget about it. hahaha.
     
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    wow. thats up there on my list as one of the most stupid things ive ever watched.
     
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    Haha, I CALLED IT!!!!


    Filmed by a couple students at my college (Mott Community College) in lapeer. It is fake, and there was a shitstorm of media coverage about it.

    I think they are on probation now.

    It was shot in Lapeer, MI about 5 minutes from my house.

    Ill post an article about it in a bit.
     
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    BTW, the goofy fucker with the knife and spikey hair was in one of my photography classes.
     
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    And if this scares you are freaks you out, you are a pussy....

    I guess I have been de-sensitized, by the internet, but this is NOTHING.
     
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    you wanna see something fucked up go find the video where the kid burns the cat alive
     
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    I thought this thread was going to be about you finding a vid of your wife banging some other dude on youtube or something.
     
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    If your sensetive its better to close yourself for those things that hurt you and only open yourself up for things that are benefitial.
     
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    the one where the kid jumps into the water with his bike and it slices a huge chunk out of his leg so it just flaps around? that was one of the only videos that made me nauseous
     
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    Oh god, don't even remind me of that one :wtc:
     
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    Beheading videos are the ones that really screw me up for days :(

    I can't watch those anymore
     
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    i have seen it. it didnt bother me nearly as much. I already acknowledge that I was stupid. i watched it again with the sound on and im really embarassed. I was really really high and a little drunk. I don't know why it bothered me so much but seriously just watch it with the sound turned off and think about how it looks then. I don't usually give this kinda stuff a second thought but in my state of mind last night it just got to me. Also, I have been really depressed for like 3 weeks and I'm going to the mental health clinic in like 2 weeks. The fact that I was already emotionally vulnerable didnt help.

    I thought this was supposed to be the asylum where people arent going to make me feel worse. All of you making fun of me can eat my asshole! Fuck off and go back to offtopic!
     
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    didnt see this post cause of the page turn. Thank you.
     
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    I've seen a couple like that. The Daniel Pearl video was one. The one with a kitten whose last moments were spent being doused with lighter fluid and set aflame was another - it makes me sick just choosing the words to write about it now, in fact. I had much the same reaction as you did - I was primarily nauseated, horrified, and appalled.

    It faded with time. I spent a lot of time thinking about the circumstances surrounding these videos, trying to rationalize what would make people do such things let alone film and thus distribute them. The end result was an overwhelming sorrow for the people who made them, who believed that they were right, or that they were cool, and that they needed to prove it by hurting others weaker than them (edit: or giving the impression that they were doing so). It's a shortfailing of humanity, a curse of our inventiveness and adaptiveness that has put us at the top of the food chain but turns out a bunch of loser ideas, too. There's no way we can save all of humanity short of destroying and rebuilding it in its entirety (and even then there are no guarantees of successful 'rehabilitation'), and so I just remember the atrocities and try to better myself and do better by others - my shot at helping society - because of them.
     
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    this whole topic begs the question: Why would you watch this type of video in the first place? You guys are talking about videos of beheadings, burning cats alive, etc...I read that, and I have NO desire to go find them.
     
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    Well said and I agree.

    HOwever, he did apologize to the guy.
     
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    i was never looking for it. it started with college humor and somehow i got sidetracked to this video.
     
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    i wasn't intending to sound like i was making fun of you, if it came off that way i'm sorry.
     

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