I guess I'm a bit of an emotional wreck in general, but lately I've been paralyzed by fear of women. I have this feeling that I'm a child around all these cool, higher-social status Austin people. So every time I see a woman, I'm taken back to a time warp in 4th and 5th grade: the time I fuck up a soccer game, and intense shame came over me as numerous people heckled me for my failure but most importantly, I'm taken back to that time everyone found out that I liked the girls I could never have because I wasn't cool or strong enough, and their boyfriends were going to beat my ass. Its like I'm 11-years old every time I see a chick in a bar...I'm all locked-up again. any thoughts on getting over this? i'm going to be 28-years old soon, wasting away every day with this crap.