It all started last summer when I moved in with a friend and on that same day a girl (Hope.) Who I didnt know when i was moving in. Flash forward a day and we are fucking every night. Shit was great for a week then Hope gets addicted to pills quits, her job and moves back to west virginia with her dad. we keep in touch but i figure ill never be with her again. Me and Hope had a connection i couldnt explain. Last October when she crashes her car after (After doing a duster hit while driving her car) she moves back around here for a week and we hit it off again and then she moves 3 hours away again and we keep things going. So i go visit her a couple times and things are fucking amazing I was quickly falling for her. Every trip it was obvious her best friend (Caitlen who is hot as shit) and Hope kept telling me much this girl like me. So this weekend i take my best friend (Hunter) down there to ease the tension between me and the other caitlin. That first night the 4 of us take 5 klonopins and 3 adderall each and Hunter and Caitlin hit it off. Hope and Caitlin end up getting butt naked and having sex in the bathroom and then bed room (without me and my friend par taking we just watch.) It was caitlins first time with a girl but hope had done it a ton. At the end of the night the sun comes to soon. Hope and hunter go to sleep, and me and go walk on the beach go walk on the beach and dont sleep till around 2 that day for about an hour. Night rolls more klonopins are consumed and Hope passes out around 1. So i keep partying and pass out around 4 on the couch. Caitlin and Hunter pass out in bed together about a half hour before that (Hunter passes out first). Caitling comes and sort of wakes me up and apparetly we had a huge convosation about hope and how I shes a nut and im a good guy who she be will someone else. I dont remember shit but the next morning my girl finds me and her best friend but naked on the couch with ky next to us and freaks the fuck out (we didnt really fuck bc i was to fucked up to get it up and i knew it was wrong bc i was will hope.) I dont remember shit about the hole thing at all. Me and hope got things worked out, yet she doesnt kiss me like she used to. So she needed a couple hundred bucks worth of furniture so i go buy it. I cared about her alot and didnt want to leave on a sour note. But we spent the day together and it was getting back to normal. At 4 me and hunter had to go back because we had class today at lunch. Hunter and Caitlin still hit it off and Caitlin is aparently really into Hunter so I go to sleep last night thinking hell yea, i did a good dead. this morning i get a call from caitlin saying last night my hope hope fucked some dude she had wanted for a while. And this morning Hope told caitlin that they were together and me and hope are over. I get pissed and havent been able to talk to hope sinse. she is ignoring my calls. just wanted to get it off my chest. thoughts? No cliffs because its complicated.