So I went to bjj today and after the driilling, they paired me up w/ some brazilian that I never trained w/ before. i guess he goes at different times as me. holy fucking hell, i'm only 145 lbs currently and the guy must have been 190. not the heaviest i've been paired w/ so whatever...but oh my god was he strong. I couldn't hold my posture for shit. even tho he wasn't very technical, he wore me down like a motherfucker. my arms are completely bruised up but thats normal... my chest and stomach are also completely bruised bc when I had him in guard, he would drive in knuckles into me w/ all his weight which is a good thing for him but man, i felt the water I drank go from my intestines back into my stomach haha. When he pinched me w/ his legs, i felt the same..i wanted to die. Of course, everyone kept pushing me to keep going w/ this guy for 10 mins before switching partners. I know bjj isn't about strength and if you learn it correctly, you can overcome it but holy hell that shit hurt. He never got me to tap but I have no idea how to do anything bc he manhandles my arms haha. honestly, that was a lot of fun now that I thnk about it.