I dont know where to start,but ill try to make it as short as possible. Im 24 and im still going to college,but im almost done I need 20 credits more after this semester. I own a seasonal business and work part time for another company. Lately I have been very very stressed and I really couldnt figure out why. Even though my business is seasonal, I have been doing some work each week on that as well. I go to school 2 nights a week,work 3 full days on my part time job and maybe 1 day a week on my business job. My part time job requires alot of driving and the days seem long,since I start early and end late. I mean alot by the average being about 250 miles per day,but the pay is EXTREMELY well. I cant really pinpoint it,but it seems that I dont even work that much, but never have time to do anything like relax or hang out with friends. If im not working,im doing school work vice versa. I dont handle stress good at all, as you can see but lately I have just been having these bad thoughts of why to live and it is pretty scary to myself. Its hard to give up a good paying job,when I have bills such as the 20 grand I owe school on loans,or my truck payment,insurance,cell,cable,food etc etc. I just dont know what to do that would be best for me. I have to eliminate some of damn stress,but at the same time I feel like a total loser. Im still living at home and im 24. The only reason I didnt finish school up yet was because of my business takes up alot of time and wasnt able to attend school full time. Also I just got a letter in the mail from the education loan place saying there declaring me as an independent,so i may lose my loan for next semester,but im not sure. I guess there doing this since im 24, and i believe that is the age when u are legally independent for tax purposes etc.