Is this like even possible? I "quit" weed like...1.5 months ago I think and I've been pretty good about saying "no thanks" to people who offer me it but I have slipped up twice in this 1.5 month period. I think I can never smoke weed again though, I hope. Weed is just like such a lazy thing...its not even that fun but for some reason I smoked those two times. I am trying to raise my life up right now and I think it will keep me down by being lazy/not active. But then there is alcohol...I feel like that is the only thing to do in college on weekends. Usually people will ask what you are doing tonight...and by that they mean wheres the party at...not oh are you going to the gym or something. I don't want to be a loser here and just like go lift on a Friday/Saturday night or go do something at my room by myself. But I also am kind of over the whole drinking scene or at least I'm trying to be. What can I do to help prevent me from drinking? Whats other things to do besides play fucking beer pong? I feel like that is all I do on weekends. Just get fucking wasted drunk, hit on some random girls and then the night always has some "catastrophic" drunk accident like some BF/GF start fighting, someones puking their face out or cops show up or something. I dont think I'm addicted to alcohol but I do reach for it when I dont feel good...but I dont want to drink anymore...how the fuck do I even do this? Hard to not drink in college. Hmmmph. At least I dont do hard drugs anymore...right?