Hung out with this girl for a few years, fell for her pretty hard, but she had something of a relationship, so was never available. I accepted it, she was off at school, I was traveling working, in one day her boyfriend dumped her, but she got asked out by a guy at a party and they have been dating since november. I was crushed. Kinda gotten over it, but she is in town, and her boyfriend came to see her this week. Was hanging out with them - it was uncomfortable, but tolerable. I wasn't too emoed out, I had come to accept the fact that she was more important to me than I to her, and I just let it be. But then she started stroking his hair a little like she used to me with me sometimes, and it was my favorite, and I thought I would be sick. I'll be fine, get over it, but that one instant was a really tough one. Just reenforced that he>me for her, and that I care for her more than she does for me, which is the tough part. Just wanted to type it out and vent - thanks for reading, kthxbye.