it all started when my mom died in 2005. he's been downhill since, battling depression, health, everything. he doesnt know how to cope with anything anymore. I recently got laid off and had to move back in with him. I've been looking for a job like crazy, craigslist, pretty much anywhere I go I ask if they are hiring. I havent been able to find work in 7 months. My dad is so disappointed in me, and acts as if getting laid off was my fault. I registered for school, but could not find the money to start. We cant even talk anymore, he's always pissed off at me. I was so excited about starting school, but that didnt work out. He says shit like "When I was your age, I was married and worked 4 jobs". I try to explain to him that getting married at age 20 and working 4 jobs is not normal in these days. He doesnt get it, times are different, times are tough. I try SO hard to make him happy. he's lonely and depressed. I ask him how his day was, try to cheer him up, he's always got this numb look on his face. I havent seen him smile in years. if I try to start a conversation with him he asks "why the fuck arent you out working or in school" even though I've told him a hundred times im looking for work, and that I have to wait until I find the money to go to school. every day its the same thing. He asks me the same shit every day "Did you find a job yet? Why not? Did you get your school stuff figured out? Why not"? every day I answer the same, but he continues to ask. I feel terrible. This year has been fucking awful. My sister died, my grandmother (his mom)died, I got laid off, had to move in with dad. I have no one to talk to. I lost all my friend when I had to move back home. I'm in a shithole right now.