My situation... Rather my personal issues, are rather complicated. All through high school and my first year of college, I was feeling incredibly lonely. This whole time, I felt that there was a major part of my life missing, and believed that a girlfriend or some sort of significant other was the missing link in my life. Until a few weeks ago, I had never even made first base with a girl. Well, I finally got first base with a girl, and then lost my virginity to her. While she wasn't necessarily perfect, she was a generally nice girl who I enjoyed being with, and she had feelings for me as well as I liked her. But, as we spent time together, I realized that whatever the great missing part of my life was, she wasn't filling it. I gave it a few more weeks, and while she was nice and all, that emptiness in my life was still present, and I broke things off with her. All these years, I had believed that the emptiness in my life would be filled by a girl/significant other, but when one finally showed up, I still felt as empty as ever. How do I discover what this emptiness is, and fill it?