My Unicorn is moving back home.

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  1. ryanbum

    ryanbum Its the one that says Bad Mother Fucker on it

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    Ok so to make a long story short, the girl that I have been between friend/girlfriend is moving back to Houston. It has been a rocky road for the past 4 years and right before I found out that she was moving back I wrote her an email saying outright all my feelings and what I wanted from our relationship. I don't know what to think right now. I don't know if I should cut my losses and just move on.... Below is the email I sent:


    Hey there, Dana. You know I'd really love to come visit you again and take you with me to Thailand but when I last saw you, I realized that I am not even close to being over you. I still hold onto the shadow of hope that someday will be the right time and place for us. I know you don't want to hear that but, it's the truth and truth is all I have left to give. You should take it as a complement that I can't get over you so easily, I usually don't dwell on the past.

    When I think of you, I think of us. That may be selfish but again, it's true. I'm sure that I will always love you but I'm not sure I'll ever be able to love you just as a friend. In the business world we talk about the "power position" and you've always been in it. I've tried to find a way to change that but I haven't found it yet. I've never put myself out like this to anyone. I've never been as vulnerable as when I talk to you. If you don't want this to change you have to let go of your apprehensions and make yourself vulnerable. Once in the past I heard you tell me how good it made you feel that I was so into you, don't forget that.

    You don't know how hard it is to push the send button now. I actually have a sealed, stamped letter almost identical to this that I wrote in January ready to send to you. It has been in my car waiting for the courage to send. I hesitate because I know it will probably be a long time until I hear from you but I have to accept that. I miss you everyday, I miss us every second.

    Love,

    Ryan
     
  2. MP525i

    MP525i New Member

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    mmm.. sounds like an act of despiration... i dunno how attractive that will be to her.

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  3. Sexican

    Sexican New Member

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    women enjoy men who can spell the word 'compliment' also. i think you screwed yourself with that one.
     

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